Walking Contradiction (Heart Surgery) | A Poetic R&B Prayer About Trauma, Forgiveness & Healing

This song is a poetic confession.

It’s about someone who loves others deeply—but from an unhealed place. Someone who forgives with words, yet still reacts like the pain just happened again. Someone asking God for mercy… while struggling to give it to others.

“Walking Contradiction” explores the hard truth behind the scripture: “Love your neighbor as yourself.” Because if we don’t love ourselves with honesty and healing, we end up loving others from trauma instead of truth.

This song isn’t about condemnation. It’s about heart surgery—the kind only God can do.

If you’ve ever:

Helped everyone else while ignoring your own wounds

Said “I forgave” but still built emotional walls

Felt convicted asking God for grace you struggle to extend

Loved from survival instead of healing

This song is for you.

🎧 Best experienced with headphones 🖤 Written as poetry. Sung as prayer.

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